A few questions that I need to know,
how you could ever hurt me so,
I need to know what I've done wrong,
and how long it's been going on,
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give not affection?
Not only will your answers keep me sane
but I'll know never to make the same mistake again.
You can tell me to my face or even on the phone.
You can write it in a letter, either way, I have to know.
Did I never treat you right?
Did I always start the fight?
Either way, I'm going out of my mind,
all the answers to my questions,
I have to find.
My head's spinning,
boy, I'm in a daze,
I feel isolated,
don't wanna communicate,
I'll take a shower, I will scour,
I will roam.....
To find peace of mind,
the happy mind,I once owned, yeah.
Flexing vocabulary runs right through me,
the alphabet runs right from A to Z,
Conversations, hesitations in my mind,
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find,
I'm not crazy, I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong,
I'm just waiting, 'cause I heard this feeling
won't last that long.
Never Ever have I ever felt so low,
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never Ever have I ever felt so sad,
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad,
Never Ever have I had to find,
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind,
I've Never Ever had my conscience to fight,
The way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel right. x2
I'll keep searching deep within my soul,
For all the answers, I don't wanna hurt no more,
I need peace, got to feel at ease, need to be.......
Free from pain, I'm going insane, my heart aches, yeah.
Sometimes vocabulary runs right through my head,
the alphabet runs right from A to Z ,
Conversations, hesitations in my mind,
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find,
I'm not crazy, I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong,
I'm just waiting, 'cause I heard this feeling won't
last that long.
Never Ever have I ever felt so low,
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never Ever have I ever felt so sad,
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad,
Never Ever have I had to find,
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind,
I've Never Ever had my conscience to fight,
The way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel right. x4
You can tell me to my face,You can tell me on the phone,
Uh, You can write it in a letter, babe,'Cause I really
need to know.
You can tell me to my face,You can tell me on the phone,
Uh, You can write it in a letter, babe,'Cause I really
need to know.
You can write it in a letter, babe,You can write it in a
letter, babe.
cheers.. damn sad.. haha bloody old song.. haha
like it alot though...
Monday, July 31, 2006
Friday, July 28, 2006
Monday, July 24, 2006
OwIe!! OwIe... HaHa... BaD iDeAs JuSt SeEm To CoMe To My MiNd So EaSiLy....
haha.. its hurts... yes.. haha but i shall talk bout that later.. haha first would be
happy bdae jenny! haha
yes ok.. after that is wy im hurtin.. haha..
today was rather uneventful mostly.. went to school and had no hitches.. haha reach school.. blah blah blah.. after that was PE.. haah now that was fun.. after runnin two rounds round the school we were allowed to hav our own games... so we challenged the secs 1/2 ( i not sure) to a 5v5 full court challenge.. haha fun sia.. think i did quite badly.. 5-11 scorin 10 points, 5 assits, 3 steals, 1 rebound and 0 blocks.. haha.. fun la.. we trashed them like 30-40 something to 7.. haha last one no body do anythin just let them score.. includin this big ass guy takin a 3 pointer.. haha he squatted for like 10 secs then release.. haha i half expected a air ball but actually become a chop sia.. haha...
after Pe was the usual 2 hours of A maths..not really complainin bout it.. was kinda nice.. vonk kept goin on and on bout the fact that she was pregent.. haha.. funny sia that one..
the rest of the day was fine till before SMT..
haha ivan started out by jump up a flight of stairs in 3 steps.. so i tried.. and slowly every one follow.. haha.. eventually zaid made it up in 2 steps and every ne clap.. so anyway.. i was talkin to mahdi bout how jumpin down would be no problem.. haha so he told me to jump and i did.. haha out of 12 steps i clear 11 and on the last one twisted my ankle.. ( i think ) and fell haha.. no pain at first sia.. then when mahdi help me up suddenly a real shot of pain went thru my ankle.. haha.. its been hurtin ever since.. and that was like 3-4 hours ago.. haha.. wish me luck... haha
its probably one of the stupidest things ive done.. haah think number 3 on that list.. haha number one bein the fact that i swollowed 2 twenty cent coins when i was younger and 2 bein the "burn on concrete,not grass" incident.. haha... number 4 is my sprained neck from climbing trees.. and number 5 would be smokin.. haha...
kk gonna put some ice on my ankle now.. ouch.. haha..
BYE BYE
haha.. its hurts... yes.. haha but i shall talk bout that later.. haha first would be
happy bdae jenny! haha
yes ok.. after that is wy im hurtin.. haha..
today was rather uneventful mostly.. went to school and had no hitches.. haha reach school.. blah blah blah.. after that was PE.. haah now that was fun.. after runnin two rounds round the school we were allowed to hav our own games... so we challenged the secs 1/2 ( i not sure) to a 5v5 full court challenge.. haha fun sia.. think i did quite badly.. 5-11 scorin 10 points, 5 assits, 3 steals, 1 rebound and 0 blocks.. haha.. fun la.. we trashed them like 30-40 something to 7.. haha last one no body do anythin just let them score.. includin this big ass guy takin a 3 pointer.. haha he squatted for like 10 secs then release.. haha i half expected a air ball but actually become a chop sia.. haha...
after Pe was the usual 2 hours of A maths..not really complainin bout it.. was kinda nice.. vonk kept goin on and on bout the fact that she was pregent.. haha.. funny sia that one..
the rest of the day was fine till before SMT..
haha ivan started out by jump up a flight of stairs in 3 steps.. so i tried.. and slowly every one follow.. haha.. eventually zaid made it up in 2 steps and every ne clap.. so anyway.. i was talkin to mahdi bout how jumpin down would be no problem.. haha so he told me to jump and i did.. haha out of 12 steps i clear 11 and on the last one twisted my ankle.. ( i think ) and fell haha.. no pain at first sia.. then when mahdi help me up suddenly a real shot of pain went thru my ankle.. haha.. its been hurtin ever since.. and that was like 3-4 hours ago.. haha.. wish me luck... haha
its probably one of the stupidest things ive done.. haah think number 3 on that list.. haha number one bein the fact that i swollowed 2 twenty cent coins when i was younger and 2 bein the "burn on concrete,not grass" incident.. haha... number 4 is my sprained neck from climbing trees.. and number 5 would be smokin.. haha...
kk gonna put some ice on my ankle now.. ouch.. haha..
BYE BYE
Friday, July 21, 2006
SoMe HoW.. i StIlL tHiNk ThAt Im GoNnA dO bAd FoR mY o LeVeLs....
haha every get that feelin? haha.. like no mattter how much u study u know u will choke and pummel ur o levels haha.. nice? heck la.. i couldnt really care less bout my grades.. haha think at the leats i will get 15 points.. and im actually quite happy with that.. considerin wat the rest of my family and relatives get i would say 15 puts me as perhaps the top 2? haha.. so its good enough.. dun n eed aim for better.. and even if i do get better.. well then at least my target has been hit.. rite? haha thats a flawless plan...
i hav been picked to do mornin digest by my lovely english teacher.. haha.. unfortunately i dun hav a partner and risk havin to do it by my self.. so yes... haha.. ivan chan will be undergoin his operation durin my speech and i hope he gets well soon.. but it also means he cant be my partner.. javier is in another class so i cant pick him.. johnny has very very very KINDLY declined my offer.. and well every one either is taken or i havent tought bout askin u yet... haha oh ya and there shuqi who will only giv an answer after ive written my draft.. which is so close to in-existent.. the closness can be deemed as in-existent...
cant really think of a topic to write about.. every think i hav is just to vague for me to think of anythin.. haha.. was thinkin maybe write bout comedy.. and how to express proper jokes.. but thik im also not tht pro.. haha.. another would be to talk bout human achievment.. haha startin with a few sentences bout some ppl hu did damn well in their careers.. like kobe bryant's 81 point game against the rapters.. or micheal shumaher's 8 races lead in 2004.. haha stuff like that u know.. then i kinda lose the idea or it kinda just doesnt seem write so forget.. haha
i scored 29 for my oral prelims today.. not very good.. last year i scored 34.. so its like a drop in my grades.. haiz.. my english so bad now.. haha.. next time must chiong more english.. haha maybe i will do GP as a private candidate? haha we shall see!!!
k la.. nothin else more to say.. haha.. just that suddenly my handphone seems obselete.. haha
BYE BYE
haha every get that feelin? haha.. like no mattter how much u study u know u will choke and pummel ur o levels haha.. nice? heck la.. i couldnt really care less bout my grades.. haha think at the leats i will get 15 points.. and im actually quite happy with that.. considerin wat the rest of my family and relatives get i would say 15 puts me as perhaps the top 2? haha.. so its good enough.. dun n eed aim for better.. and even if i do get better.. well then at least my target has been hit.. rite? haha thats a flawless plan...
i hav been picked to do mornin digest by my lovely english teacher.. haha.. unfortunately i dun hav a partner and risk havin to do it by my self.. so yes... haha.. ivan chan will be undergoin his operation durin my speech and i hope he gets well soon.. but it also means he cant be my partner.. javier is in another class so i cant pick him.. johnny has very very very KINDLY declined my offer.. and well every one either is taken or i havent tought bout askin u yet... haha oh ya and there shuqi who will only giv an answer after ive written my draft.. which is so close to in-existent.. the closness can be deemed as in-existent...
cant really think of a topic to write about.. every think i hav is just to vague for me to think of anythin.. haha.. was thinkin maybe write bout comedy.. and how to express proper jokes.. but thik im also not tht pro.. haha.. another would be to talk bout human achievment.. haha startin with a few sentences bout some ppl hu did damn well in their careers.. like kobe bryant's 81 point game against the rapters.. or micheal shumaher's 8 races lead in 2004.. haha stuff like that u know.. then i kinda lose the idea or it kinda just doesnt seem write so forget.. haha
i scored 29 for my oral prelims today.. not very good.. last year i scored 34.. so its like a drop in my grades.. haiz.. my english so bad now.. haha.. next time must chiong more english.. haha maybe i will do GP as a private candidate? haha we shall see!!!
k la.. nothin else more to say.. haha.. just that suddenly my handphone seems obselete.. haha
BYE BYE
Saturday, July 15, 2006
Im DePrEsSeD...
haiz... lifes sux eh.. haha..
several bad things hav happened to me the past week.. haha.. namely.. my hard drive crashin and my sound card goin to wood bridge.. haha.. hard drive is spoilt... less then 2 months after i successfully completing the entire naruto anime into it.. it crashs after i shared it wonder with only one person.. haiz.. ah well.. it sucks big time u know? and also my bleach episodes are taken up too.. haha.. dun know whether to start my collection over again or just heck it.. haha... heck la.. think i now will only watch bleach.. at least i didnt lose so many episodes of bleach.. haha
my sound card crazy! haha my sound for my computer goes UP and down like hell like that.. i hear one song will giv me an ultimate headache sia.. haha.. loud then soft then loud then soft... sianz...
nite study has been good to me.. haha learnt some stuff im quite sure i would not hav able to learn if i did not hav nite study.. so well.. obviously all good things in my life become abrupt ends.. so yes.. mummy has banned me from goin nite study cause its at nite.. haha.. to late.. must come home and sleep u know! haha riteee.... if she says so.. but not really the lost of studyin that the real problem.. is somethin else.. haha.. guess i should heck it to eh? lol.. considered my fuckin bad luck.. haha
haiz... lifes sux eh.. haha..
several bad things hav happened to me the past week.. haha.. namely.. my hard drive crashin and my sound card goin to wood bridge.. haha.. hard drive is spoilt... less then 2 months after i successfully completing the entire naruto anime into it.. it crashs after i shared it wonder with only one person.. haiz.. ah well.. it sucks big time u know? and also my bleach episodes are taken up too.. haha.. dun know whether to start my collection over again or just heck it.. haha... heck la.. think i now will only watch bleach.. at least i didnt lose so many episodes of bleach.. haha
my sound card crazy! haha my sound for my computer goes UP and down like hell like that.. i hear one song will giv me an ultimate headache sia.. haha.. loud then soft then loud then soft... sianz...
nite study has been good to me.. haha learnt some stuff im quite sure i would not hav able to learn if i did not hav nite study.. so well.. obviously all good things in my life become abrupt ends.. so yes.. mummy has banned me from goin nite study cause its at nite.. haha.. to late.. must come home and sleep u know! haha riteee.... if she says so.. but not really the lost of studyin that the real problem.. is somethin else.. haha.. guess i should heck it to eh? lol.. considered my fuckin bad luck.. haha
Saturday, July 08, 2006
JuSt WaT aRe ThE rItE wOrDs To SaY??
haha ever get that point in time where u say some thing and then just cannot think of another phrase to prove it? haah i think i blew my "moment in time" haha...
but wat the heck.. im quite sure chances like that will come about again.. and i can really prove my worth.. haha...
past week has been quite a blur.. haha.. hmmm tryin to think if i did anythin worth talkin about.. haha not really la.. sunday spent majority of the day sellin chocalate... in the end had to buy like 30 bars to save my self from havin to come back and sellin chocalate today.. haha.. think most of the day was good la.. just that we wasted to much time lookin for places to sell our choc.. haha vonk a really good salesperson sia.. haha very happy that she was on our team.. haha we were at raffles place out side.. haha.. think vonk got some kind of empathy towards smokers.. cause most of them listen to her immediately buy choc haha sold so many there.... only pty was that every one wanted to move from there move over to orchard road.. haha and vonk immediately became shag.. haha she became so lethargic.. dun wanna help and sell.. haha.. she was angry cause no one listen to her bout stayin at raffles there and sell.. haha but guess it as ok la.. sold a rough 20 - 25 bars of choc at orchard.. so better then nothin..
monday was ok also.. went to PS to watch the choc day spcial stuff.. then after that met up with wendy shuqi and denise.. while i was with jav and ivan.. haha walk and walk.. think was more tired then anythin else.. haha.. but that place was cool sia.. dun really know where we went..but got alot of nice stuff to look at.. mostly expensive stuff.. but still nice to look at.. haha... at the end went home alone.. haha maybe should hav done somethin but in the end didnt.. haha ivan was sayin i could go back and do it but denise said:" chance is over" so whack la.. haha..
tuesday was normal school stuff.. nothin special.. after that went with shuqi denise wendy and jav to tampines library to study.. haha was very pressurizin in tamp library.. haha i wanted to talk.. but knew i couldnt talk.. so had to bite my lip to shut up.. haha.. but was good.. maaged to finish my POA home work..thats a rare thing! at bout 6 jav had to go so i left with him.. but he had to bolt cause his bus had come liao.. so whack.. callled my mum to ask her pick me up then she said she would need bout 20 mins.. haha so i was stuck outside a library for 20 mins.. haha.. can anyone guess wat i decied to do? lol go in read book la.. haha.. was intendin to go in and read this book i had saw earlier bout the knights templar but saw shuqi on the stair case..haha decided to accompany her to tamppopular to buy some stuff and back.. haha.. on the way back saw my mum on the road... haha kanna scolded by her cause i was suppose to be there and ready by the time she came..haha heck la.. was well worth the scoldin.. haha
wednesday,thursday was kinda the same thing.. haha proved to my self how easily i could break a promise.. haiz.. haha.. but other then that nothin else really... just mostly studyin.. manage to finish all required home work on those two days so yay.. haha
friday was even more borin.. after school went to siglap and play ball then went home and watch rave.. haha not bad sia.. i so far watched bout 30 episodes in two days.. very good progresss... after this got gate keepers to watch and then naruto haha.. think now my only escape from chool stress is thru the anime. haha...
today ah.. nth special.. went with aunty tin shaun and jie jie to go and help deliver food to needy ppl.. haha turned out our normal route to do stuff was alreayd taken by a new guy so whack.. haha didnt need to do anythin.. haha... aunty tin brought us over to simpang bedok to eat lunch.. i had one milo dino plus 2 cheese prata and 2 paper prata.. haha nice sia.. but think i dun wanna eat liao.. saw the guy make th epaper prata.. haiz.. he almost like pour butter over the prata sia.. haiz.. so fattenin. haha... after that wen home to swim for bout half hour and then went to meet chan with my sis watch the superman movie..haha nice sia.. got one part where they wanted to giv him an injection but the needle broke when it touch his skin.. haha funny sia.. after movie went home and decided to blog cause nth else better to do or no body to talk to.. haha
kk talk enough for today.. gonna let my sis use com cause her apple sux..
BYE BYE
haha ever get that point in time where u say some thing and then just cannot think of another phrase to prove it? haah i think i blew my "moment in time" haha...
but wat the heck.. im quite sure chances like that will come about again.. and i can really prove my worth.. haha...
past week has been quite a blur.. haha.. hmmm tryin to think if i did anythin worth talkin about.. haha not really la.. sunday spent majority of the day sellin chocalate... in the end had to buy like 30 bars to save my self from havin to come back and sellin chocalate today.. haha.. think most of the day was good la.. just that we wasted to much time lookin for places to sell our choc.. haha vonk a really good salesperson sia.. haha very happy that she was on our team.. haha we were at raffles place out side.. haha.. think vonk got some kind of empathy towards smokers.. cause most of them listen to her immediately buy choc haha sold so many there.... only pty was that every one wanted to move from there move over to orchard road.. haha and vonk immediately became shag.. haha she became so lethargic.. dun wanna help and sell.. haha.. she was angry cause no one listen to her bout stayin at raffles there and sell.. haha but guess it as ok la.. sold a rough 20 - 25 bars of choc at orchard.. so better then nothin..
monday was ok also.. went to PS to watch the choc day spcial stuff.. then after that met up with wendy shuqi and denise.. while i was with jav and ivan.. haha walk and walk.. think was more tired then anythin else.. haha.. but that place was cool sia.. dun really know where we went..but got alot of nice stuff to look at.. mostly expensive stuff.. but still nice to look at.. haha... at the end went home alone.. haha maybe should hav done somethin but in the end didnt.. haha ivan was sayin i could go back and do it but denise said:" chance is over" so whack la.. haha..
tuesday was normal school stuff.. nothin special.. after that went with shuqi denise wendy and jav to tampines library to study.. haha was very pressurizin in tamp library.. haha i wanted to talk.. but knew i couldnt talk.. so had to bite my lip to shut up.. haha.. but was good.. maaged to finish my POA home work..thats a rare thing! at bout 6 jav had to go so i left with him.. but he had to bolt cause his bus had come liao.. so whack.. callled my mum to ask her pick me up then she said she would need bout 20 mins.. haha so i was stuck outside a library for 20 mins.. haha.. can anyone guess wat i decied to do? lol go in read book la.. haha.. was intendin to go in and read this book i had saw earlier bout the knights templar but saw shuqi on the stair case..haha decided to accompany her to tamppopular to buy some stuff and back.. haha.. on the way back saw my mum on the road... haha kanna scolded by her cause i was suppose to be there and ready by the time she came..haha heck la.. was well worth the scoldin.. haha
wednesday,thursday was kinda the same thing.. haha proved to my self how easily i could break a promise.. haiz.. haha.. but other then that nothin else really... just mostly studyin.. manage to finish all required home work on those two days so yay.. haha
friday was even more borin.. after school went to siglap and play ball then went home and watch rave.. haha not bad sia.. i so far watched bout 30 episodes in two days.. very good progresss... after this got gate keepers to watch and then naruto haha.. think now my only escape from chool stress is thru the anime. haha...
today ah.. nth special.. went with aunty tin shaun and jie jie to go and help deliver food to needy ppl.. haha turned out our normal route to do stuff was alreayd taken by a new guy so whack.. haha didnt need to do anythin.. haha... aunty tin brought us over to simpang bedok to eat lunch.. i had one milo dino plus 2 cheese prata and 2 paper prata.. haha nice sia.. but think i dun wanna eat liao.. saw the guy make th epaper prata.. haiz.. he almost like pour butter over the prata sia.. haiz.. so fattenin. haha... after that wen home to swim for bout half hour and then went to meet chan with my sis watch the superman movie..haha nice sia.. got one part where they wanted to giv him an injection but the needle broke when it touch his skin.. haha funny sia.. after movie went home and decided to blog cause nth else better to do or no body to talk to.. haha
kk talk enough for today.. gonna let my sis use com cause her apple sux..
BYE BYE
Saturday, July 01, 2006
JuSt InCaSe PeOpLe ThInK i HaV fOrGoTtEn BoUt My BlOg...
haha i havent... its just that i dun really hav anythin to talk about..
nothin pecial.. nothin amazing.. nothin out of the ordanary.. haha so i heck never blog.. will most likely blog on sunday about Choc day.. that promises to be intrsetin.. hahaq see first la hor...
germany beat argentina.. haha yay? hope germany wins.... but think some ppl are not gonna like that statement.. haha SOME ppl...
BYE BYE..
love is nothin but an excuse not to be lonely...
haha i havent... its just that i dun really hav anythin to talk about..
nothin pecial.. nothin amazing.. nothin out of the ordanary.. haha so i heck never blog.. will most likely blog on sunday about Choc day.. that promises to be intrsetin.. hahaq see first la hor...
germany beat argentina.. haha yay? hope germany wins.... but think some ppl are not gonna like that statement.. haha SOME ppl...
BYE BYE..
love is nothin but an excuse not to be lonely...
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